Sunday, August 8, 2010
Oh the nightly chats how so I miss them already
Having withdrawls from my nightly chats with Hoven he's been working hard and sleeping so early. I think he finally found a job and now the saving to come here can start again. Yet he did say he won't tell me when he comes so to try to surprise me lol. Yet he forgets I can sense him no matter the distance nor the disgise he might try to take. I know him as he does me beyond what most can begin to comprend.No matter if you give me a pic of him as a young boy in a crowd of ppl I can tell you which one is him. I know him more than any other being and I wouldn't have it any other way. For words are hardly needed when it is just known or understood past the subconsious level. So nice to have a like minded soul with me to lean on when I need the bit of boost to keep going who stands by me no matter my wacky decisions or ideas as I am for him. Never one to control and passive as I am the first I have found who has never tried to control me but shows me and speaks to me as an equal which hasn't been the case with most relationships I've had. Aye the beauty of being awaken though can be lovely and for some is hard to allow themselves to do. The wonder of Twin Flames and the things that come back to a person at the oddest times. Yet I was the one to first spot him and didn't say a word as I knew he must not be helped it'ld have to come back to him and then the priceless word " I remember you. I diffently remember you." how they stayed with me the past 5 years we've been in written and spoken contact but not had our "Ultimate Reunion" as of yet. Soon I feel it shall happen we both must hang on and be paitent for just a bit longer. Well to bed I must go as always he and I have been able to meet in the land of dreams since I was 5 or 6 years old a mere child so our bound is strong no matter what. Sweetest dreams to all.
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